Uhg. I feel like my
Uhg. I feel like my head is full of water. Stuffy. I can't say that I slept well... the phone kept ringing. There were only 3 VM's on my cell when I checked before plugging in the charger. I think some cosmic vibe must have gone out to all the people with my number... "ccllllaayyytooon's ceeellll isss bacckk"... pause... rrriinnng! Shit. Eventually, I just turned it off... which defeats the purpose of me having it anyway. I'm not on call right now, so it's no big deal. I have gone for weeks without a dream and last night seemed like it was one continuous dream. Amazing. The plot shifted from romance to action to drama... stories like a spy movie to stories like a daytime soap... the common thread was Jessica. The first girl I ever loved. Where the hell did she come from? I rarely dream about her and out of the nowhere of the past she pops into an entire night of dreams. Dreams that broke the nearly month long no-dream streak. It was good to see her again (lol)... in my mind's eye. I was so in love with her back then... Sean and I were best friends back during most of mine and Jessica's almost four year relationship, so he knew her when she and I were an us. Anyway, that was strange. Maybe I'm back on the dreamy gravy train with biscuit wheels and it'll be smooth sailin' to la-la land every night from now on (for a while). That would be nice. I don't feel like moving from this spot. I have to go to the bank. Grrrr!
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