Translucent
I'm not sure why, but my weakness continues. I feel like I could collapse at any moment. Naturally I would think it has something to do with not eating, but I eat... most of the time. My business trip to Louisiana was cancelled yesterday afternoon (within 24 hours of my departure). My mother agreed to come watch Henry while I was away, so I called her to let her know I wasn't going after all. She decided to drive up anyway and arrived around 1:30 this morning. I feel comforted knowing someone is there with him while I'm at work... even if just for a few days. I rode the trails again last evening. I can't seem to free my mind from this and thus find myself not enjoying most things I usually would. I channel surfed for hours last night. I should have read, but anything that takes mental engagement usually strengthens my sadness. I called a friend to meet for lunch today downtown. I haven't been downtown in a while and I figure besides visiting some folks I haven't seen recently, the whole process will help me to kill some time in my day... make more of my life go by.
You might try guided meditation....I know plenty of people get through these life events every day through therapy or mind numbing drugs...and I’m glad there is something that can ease their pain even for a brief period....But you obviously loved EL more intensely than the average person....You will only work through this by trying methods that you wouldn’t normally give a second thought...this is new and you shouldn’t already know how to do it...I know of a few different spots in Houston that have great feedback...let me know if you’d like the info....why not
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