Tonight was a good time.
Tonight was a good time. ErinLynn, Jason, and Sarah picked me up at the hotel and we all went to play spades. I didn't mention my spending most of my morning finding the various ingredients that made probably the most ridiculous card ever give by one human to another. I couldn’t help myself. There was something I needed to say before I disappeared into tomorrow. I drank a lot tonight. Unfortunately, I was the only one half way sober at the end of the night. It snowed while I was in the bar. We had gone to Old Chicago and had the combination card playing/pool playing championship (apparently) that spanned the evening. I didn't care what we were doing... I was only there to spend time with her. Selfish... I know. No matter now... she has gone home with her friend and (boy)friend. I am here alone. God has a wonderful sense of humor... he really has fun with me.
"the amazing of you"
lost in your seraphic eyes - blue and forever
I don't want to be saved from their sweet oblivion
wrap me in your smile and kiss me with your laughter
when I'm with you, there is only now - not before, not after
your soft words cut through me, finding a heart feared all but lost
alive, I felt it... a truth I can't deny regardless of the cost
our lives with complication leave something feeling so right miles apart
fairy tale time and distance lose meaning with matters of the heart
but the cruel RealWorld reality is not quite so easily defined
sadly, the only time I can offer and distance I can regret is mine
please don't let these just be words on paper, but trust my intention is true
there is nothing more I'd like right now than to give myself to you
believing each passionate moment of life should be cherished as your last
I find myself bereft and missing moments that escaped my grasp
I didn't want to leave you without telling you how I feel
we barely know each other, but somehow my heart knows it's yours to steal
something different, something special, not just something new
I can't describe or begin to explain why I know when I'm with you.
some people find this fate few times in life - some never at all
it's probably best that I'm leaving now... for if I stayed, I would surely fall.
lost in your seraphic eyes - blue and forever
I don't want to be saved from their sweet oblivion
wrap me in your smile and kiss me with your laughter
when I'm with you, there is only now - not before, not after
your soft words cut through me, finding a heart feared all but lost
alive, I felt it... a truth I can't deny regardless of the cost
our lives with complication leave something feeling so right miles apart
fairy tale time and distance lose meaning with matters of the heart
but the cruel RealWorld reality is not quite so easily defined
sadly, the only time I can offer and distance I can regret is mine
please don't let these just be words on paper, but trust my intention is true
there is nothing more I'd like right now than to give myself to you
believing each passionate moment of life should be cherished as your last
I find myself bereft and missing moments that escaped my grasp
I didn't want to leave you without telling you how I feel
we barely know each other, but somehow my heart knows it's yours to steal
something different, something special, not just something new
I can't describe or begin to explain why I know when I'm with you.
some people find this fate few times in life - some never at all
it's probably best that I'm leaving now... for if I stayed, I would surely fall.
Beautiful. Makes me want to cry.
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