The year ends…
...but some things endure.
Most unfortunately, I am one of them. I hope everyone is safe and happy tonight. I have nothing but my most sincere well wishes for everyone going into the new year.
I am weary of attempting to describe or discuss my pain and since that is all that is left of me to share, I'll bid you good evening.
See you next year.
i hate it when bad shit happens…
and we have to stay here and hurt…
we think if “this” happened,..
i would just DIE,..
and it happens..
and we wait,..
in pain,..
until one day we look up,..
and realize we aren’t going anywhere…
so might as well get up and keep on keeping on,..
i hope the new year bring us all a little more understanding.... : )
Clayton, I speak for a great many people when I say that your enduring is in no way unfortunate. You are loved and have great capacity to love. Please don’t give up. I hope that 2007 helps you turn the corner and find happiness again.
Comparing my father’s death to your lovely wife’s death would be wrong. But the words I heard after his death, and the feelings I have felt are so much like yours.
I too didn’t think I could make it another minute let alone another day without him, but yet I do. Daily.
And the one that hit the hardest with me that I’ll share with you; is that you know EL would not want you to be unhappy. No one will replace EL and we don’t expect you to or even try to. Happiness, living - ok… smiling daily is a gradual thing. It doesn’t happen over night.
Just know that there are tons of readers that have you in their thoughts daily and wish they could take some of your pain away.
yea.. what she said.. ; )
Please keep writing. You touch many more people than you know and realize. I hope things get better for you. I PRAY things get better for you. Go with God.
Clayton!!!! Answer the door, damnit! I’ve been knocking for days!
No, seriously… I’ve been checking your blog over and over to see if you’ve updated. I know you’re heartbroken and that makes me really sad. I guess it doesn’t do you any good to hear that but, I’m just sayin’…
Hey Clay… you okay?
ok that’s enough…
i know this sucks. horribly.
but the price you pay for having people care about you is that you have to check in from time to time.
don’t make me come up there.
C-money is fine, everyone - I had drinks with him last night. His liver has grown substantially since last time I saw him.
thaaaaaank you.
that’s all i wanted to know.
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