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Friday, February 25, 2005

Sam had a new

Sam had a new baby. I am considering getting the anti-baby procedure myself. I was offered a new shoot on Sunday, but it looks like it is going to fall through due to flakyness. I have a very low tolerance for flakyness. I have been saving pennies for some new studio gear. I haven't purchased photo supplies in over 6 months and this is something I really want. I'm excited and ready to order... then I hear B&H caught on fire last night. It is indeed a sad day. Anyhoo... not much else going on here. EQ2 tradeskilling has become prohibitively expensive since the last big patch and the nerfed AGI buffs to AC for scouts. If you understood that, then you know how bad it sucks. If not, no worries... it sucks. I'm so freakin' hungry. If I eat a tiny breakfast in the morning, I am Starvin' Marvin' by lunch, but if I eat a huge breakfast in the morning, I rarely need to eat until the next day. Odd fruity pebbles. I am having my business site host provider migrate behindthelens.org to my account there so I can set up a people (read: fashion/glamour) portfolio there and not have it overlap with my other stuff. There is something about mixing photographs of models in various levels of disrobement with macro shots of bugs and sweeping scenic landscapes that might send mixed messages to the viewer. I am assuming that I'll find my niche somewhere after I find my style. Right now, I love to photograph in all genres... anything, anywhere, yadda yadda... but most successful photgraphers on the long haul develop a distinctive style in a genre they are skilled in and create an association. I may never get to that point. I may just continue to shoot architecture one morning, macro behavioral shots of indigenous insects after lunch, and fine art nudes in the evening... roll the dice for the next day's topics... rinse and repeat. It remains to be seen if there is any market for a jack-of-all-trades photographer. I suppose only time will tell. Cafe Latte = Good Hunger = Bad There is a deli in the basement of that is calling my name. No, seriously. I mean it.
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Wednesday, February 23, 2005

I know it’s been

I know it's been forever since I've posted anything... RealLife™ gets in the way sometimes.
I spent the weekend in Harlingen, TX. It isn't exactly the top weekend getaway location in terms of desirability based on notoriety. If I were spinning a globe to place a random finger on my travel target and Harlingen found my print, I probably would whimper in disappointment. That being said and despite my preconceived ideals about the town, the weekend was busy and fun. I went at the chance to meet, learn from, and work with JT Smith and Dennis Keim. Friday after work, I picked up Raymund and we headed to my mother's house on the Corpus Christi Bay. I was already exhausted from staying up late with Ted at Harry's gig the night before. By the time we arrived at my mom's, it was late and I was like the cartoon narcoleptics that keep toothpicks between their eyelids to stay away. Four thirty aye emm came early for the next leg of the trip to Harlingen and the only thing that made it bearable was the fresh taquitos from the City Tortilla Factory.
The morning was spent in Bruce's studio discussing technique and sharing thoughts over existing works. After some lunch amongst the strobes, radio slaves, boom stands, various props, and endless backdrops, we set a rendezvous point for the beach. The studio is in an old building with very high ceilings (20 or 30 feet maybe?) located in the historic district of the downtown area. It was an incredible photographers workshop with the rustic feel and perfect dimensions. I wish we could have spent more time putting it to use, but with the weather suiting an outdoor venture and South Padre Island seashore only 30-ish miles away, we opted for exploiting the opportunity. The island was relatively quiet considering it is one of the top worldwide destinations of the just-a-few-weeks-away Spring Break. The afternoon was nestled in the dunes. I learned a lot about working in this environment. Specifically, I can share with you that a beach shoot is one of the toughest environmental shoots you can attempt. I won't go into detail, but there are enough elements working against you to push it into a new category of difficulty. My next shoot on the beach will have more reflectors, scrims, and assistants at a bare minimum. If at all possible, strobes and a portable power system (like a Vagabond or something) are a huge plus would also be part of my rig. It was a tiresome afternoon. Raymund and I headed to Blackbeard's for seafood while on the island, but in retrospect, I would have rather just slept. I can't remember the last time I was so happy to see a hotel bed.
The next morning began at the studio with a discussion on facial analysis. We spent most of the brunch hours working with light and shadow provided by modeling lights in a dark studio as the sun built energy just outside the door. There is a private residence between Harlingen and the beach that is nestled away in the woods and not visible from the road called Las Ratamas. It is an estate of sorts... a five or six million dollar mansion home on grounds bordering a lake rich with wildlife. I'm not talking 6 million San Francisco Bay area dollars... I am referring to South Texas dollars. If you have been around, you know the difference. The home had your typical gazillion rooms and ginormous kitchen with spiffy amenities throughout. It had a large patio, Jacuzzi, pool, pool house, fountains and bridges on the grounds, boat house, docks, multiple landings to the lake, several sun rooms and upstairs verandas, etc. It even had a spiral staircase leading up the bell tower to a couple of small rooms and yes.. a bell. It was an environmental portrait artists playground. You could shoot there for weeks and not run out of different settings.
Most of my afternoon was spent familiarizing myself with the grounds and thinking about where I may want to shoot. I did work with models later in the day, but as the light began to fade, I was feeling the long drive, poor sleep, and mental drain. Sleepytime.
Monday's studio morning started with huge goblets of coffee... which helped me immensely. We had a full day of shooting at the mansion and wrapped around 6:00. Raymund and I stopped for a bite to eat on our way out of town before heading to the Corpus area to pick up my truck (with new bed liner). Since he wanted to be in town to work the next day, we continued on to Houston. After dropping him off at his place on the south side and driving to Spring, I finally got to bed around 4:30 yesterday morning. I am still exhausted and I haven't really been through all the photos. I'll probably only end up keeping a few because I'm all picky like that, but I'll post the ones I keep here in subsequently... when I get around to finishing the development.
I have to get some work done. Cheers!
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Friday, February 11, 2005

“after he refused her sex”

"after he refused her sex" You see? It PAYS to be horney all the time!
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Thursday, February 10, 2005

clean your monitor screen for

clean your monitor screen for free... really, it works. would I lie?
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Wednesday, February 09, 2005

Mushrooms - Sylvia Plath Overnight,

Mushrooms - Sylvia Plath Overnight, very Whitely, discreetly, Very quietly Our toes, our noses Take hold on the loam, Acquire the air. Nobody sees us, Stops us, betrays us; The small grains make room. Soft fists insist on Heaving the needles, The leafy bedding, Even the paving. Our hammers, our rams, Earless and eyeless, Perfectly voiceless, Widen the crannies, Shoulder through holes. We Diet on water, On crumbs of shadow, Bland-mannered, asking Little or nothing. So many of us! So many of us! We are shelves, we are Tables, we are meek, We are edible, Nudgers and shovers In spite of ourselves. Our kind multiplies: We shall by morning Inherit the earth. Our foot's in the door.
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Tuesday, February 01, 2005

Rain, rain, go away… It

Rain, rain, go away... It is nasty out. N-A-S-T-Y. I forgot an umbrella... which is not surprising. I don't care for drippy wet umbrellas, so I avoid ever having one by not using them at all. I rode the bus this morning and managed to catch the one departure that was picking up slack for either a missed route or a mechanical failure, so I sat outside in the cold for longer than anyone should for public transportation. The only redeeming factor of the piss poor experience was that my boss's boss was sitting right there as well. I don't wish any discomfort on the fellow, but at least he was a witness to the delay. Tonight is game night. The peops that I play online with and I have decided that we were going to coordinate times to maximize spousal faction. I am sitting here looking out my office window at the dreary and nasty (did I mention it was nasty outside?) weather and contemplating my departure. Should I stay or should I go now? (insert familiar music here) Should I stay or should I go now? Whatever. So... anyhoo, today has amounted to a pile of mediocraty. I lose myself in the sceduling of this, that, and the other... meetings and the like... I hate meetings. I think I'll finsh my goblet of coffee and leave. I feel the day has ended.
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